I am Nothing

6th July 2013

In your eyes i am just a nothing

You did not even care me

Good friend?

Best friend?

Dearest Best friend?

Is all the bull**** you saying

Ask your own...

DO you really did that treat me as a friend?

I am just a housemate that never will have your care forever

Is that how you treat a friend like that?

DEFINITELY NOT

You treat your 'Bestie' so good

You treat everyone good

Except me....

I feel that i did not have the worth to stay in this earth

I was so desperate

I was so disappointed

That you did not realize

How much Wounds that my heart has,

How much Scars that left in my heart,

How many times that i need to get through the pain that you did not have...

How many times that you want to hurt me again, again and again

I am sick of all of this

I will really rather kill myself than scolding you

Look back to my own Facebook
Everything is just so ~~~~ emo
Is just so not like me...^^
When I scroll down I smile
What the??!!
Everything are really so sad, desperate and emo
Where is the Happy me?
╮(╯﹏╰）╭

I never had those pain before

I don't know how to make through it

But thx to my friend that help me to stand up

Stay right beside me when I cry

Hug me when i almost faint and down

Thank You my friends...