I am Nothing

6th July 2013

In your eyes i am just a nothing

You did not even care me

Good friend?

Best friend?

Dearest Best friend?

Is all the bull**** you saying

Ask your own...

DO you really did that treat me as a friend?

I am just a housemate that never will have your care forever

Is that how you treat a friend like that?

DEFINITELY NOT

You treat your 'Bestie' so good

You treat everyone good

Except me....

I feel that i did not have the worth to stay in this earth

I was so desperate

I was so disappointed

That you did not realize

How much Wounds that my heart has,

How much Scars that left in my heart,

How many times that i need to get through the pain that you did not have...

How many times that you want to hurt me again, again and again

I am sick of all of this

I will really rather kill myself than scolding you

Look back to my own Facebook
Everything is just so ~~~~ emo
Is just so not like me...^^
When I scroll down I smile
What the??!!
Everything are really so sad, desperate and emo
Where is the Happy me?
╮(╯﹏╰）╭

I never had those pain before

I don't know how to make through it

But thx to my friend that help me to stand up

Stay right beside me when I cry

Hug me when i almost faint and down

Thank You my friends...

Everything has END

1st July 2013

LOVE~~~~

Is it a sweet and romancing word

Yes, i feel the same way too

BUT...Love is also a cruel thing in the world

I used to have him right beside me

I used to love him forever and ever

I used to miss him wherever i go

I used to hold his hand anytime i want

I used to kiss him whenever i like

But everything has just become a memories that i will never forget

I have love someone that love others

Which make me suffer for so long

At first, i m not willing to let go

When he say broke up with me

Because I cant and did not wanted to face the cruel reality

I never think about let go

This is the day that i never think that i will have to face dis problem like the others couple do

I felt unfair...but...

I need to be mature and stay stronger

Because of my stubborn

He say that he is so fed up with me, i m so annoying

Dun!! Dun!! Dun!!

That he always shout to me

I m hurt when i hear those sentences which especially coming out from his mouth...LOL

Think back...I m so stupid

I love you

I beg you

I cry to you

I hold on to you

but still...I have failed....hahahahahahaha

You still leave me and ended up our relationship

So!!!

MIss Vicky has made her decision

She decided to let go Mr.R

And give his freedom back^^

Let our memories stop here ba

Good Bye My LOVE

YES!!!

Even though inside it really HURTS =')

To: Mr.R

Congratz to you Mr.R

You are free now

wish you happy always

and get the love you want it since long time ago...

Greet you beneath deep inside my heart...

No worry..I wont hate you

You just wanna love what you love the most

But I still will never forget that i had the LOVE on you

ILY & IWY

O(∩_∩)O